tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post6163667170464963377..comments2024-02-06T14:09:50.207+11:00Comments on .:Too Much, Not Enough:.: When Tradies InvadeBellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-58998287065434002822015-04-13T07:00:27.919+10:002015-04-13T07:00:27.919+10:00I think you handled it remarkably well, considerin...I think you handled it remarkably well, considering. Panic attacks are definitely one of the worst feelings. Definitely a positive with the no throwing up though. <3<br /><br />Don't apologise for being negative. This is your space to write. Hopefully though, things will begin to look up for you. It saddens me to see you stuck in this place.<br /><br />Much love <3 xxxxLolitahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16562544481375725023noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-58899208590007831572015-04-11T02:34:32.352+10:002015-04-11T02:34:32.352+10:00my heart already breaks. i'm so sorry you were...my heart already breaks. i'm so sorry you were caught into one of those relationships. you really don't deserve it (though i don't know anyone that deserves any kind of pain, little butterfly). <br /><br />"I feel awful because I know it's unfair on my family, but I just can't cope with it." don't feel that way, honey. guilt i learned is just a waste of time. it's not your fault that you can't. and i'm sure that they understand.<br /><br />i feel like i have a right to comment about the smokes, but i wasn't sure how. dammit.<br /><br />:( aw, sweetie. i'm so sorry you were such in a panic. i think the thing is with anxiety, is the as Ruby has stated before, the anxiety is usually worse than the event occurring. i'm so sorry that you've had such a terrible panic attack. i'm sorry that they didn't call or give you a moment's notice. it sickens me that this terrible panic attack probably wouldn't have happened if they just picked up the bleeding phone.<br /><br />i'm glad that the Mum understood though. just thinking of you in such a state makes my heart plummet down to my chest.<br /><br />"But I haven't thrown up for three days straight, so hey, bonus." i see this as a very good thing. i just wanted to say.<br /><br />as for the situation, i too like Ruby thought you dealt with it very well. i'm glad that you got the lounge room and i hope that the next few days pass by quickly (as quickly as they could when anticipating events that you don't want to occur) but even so, time passes. things changes.<br /><br />"And I'm sorry for being so negative lately." don't apologise for what you need to write to us, dear, to help yourself feel a bit better. it is not your fault. this is your blog. your space. it is like your journal, but with people that can offer you some niceness that you might need to go through on. <br /><br />"Every thought I have is negative. I haven't been doing much at all. I stare at the wall, pick at my skin, and smoke." aw, sweetie, i'm so sorry. i genuinely feel like such things tug at my heartstrings. i feel like i always say the same things, but i feel like you do need to hear them as often as possible: you're special, talented, gifted and an extraordinary individual and i wouldn't change a thing about you. nothing at all!<br /><br />nothing's that simple now but things hopefully will get simpler over time. i cannot tell you for sure that things will get better, but if they will, i will celebrate every single milestone with you. the day that you find that light is the day i wait for anxiously. i sometimes feel like i want a way out of this more desperately than you do. the day that you feel better again might genuinely triumph the idea of me being first in my class if i do graduate out of this hell hole (i hope you realise how important your happiness is to me when i say that considering that i am an obsessive individual that only seems to want good grades in life. speaking of which, i have to study some immunosupressive drugs right now...)<br /><br />-Sam LupinSam Lupinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12704442793403106405noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-47956685088234265512015-04-10T02:58:49.427+10:002015-04-10T02:58:49.427+10:00No need to apologise dear Bells
We know how tough...No need to apologise dear Bells <br />We know how tough it is for you <br />And having been there myself <br />I can totally empathise <br /><br />I think you dealt with the whole house intrusion very well<br />You made a plan and you got through it<br />Well done you<br /><br />I know sometimes life seems so pointless <br />And so hopeless<br />Like there is no light at the end of the tunnel<br />But please don't give up Bella<br />There is always hope<br />I promise you that<br /><br />Keep hanging in there ok?<br />You are so loved xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-82682493915315076852015-04-08T08:03:01.986+10:002015-04-08T08:03:01.986+10:00Bella <3
I hope you are feeling better soon, y...Bella <3 <br />I hope you are feeling better soon, you must be going through hell with the plumbing... I'm sending lots of hugs your way my dear and I hope it's over soon. Strong anxiety is the worst... <br />Take care you lovely person, you <3 <br />Mandy xx Mandy Devoiddehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13419056603232864120noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-27831055399302952462015-04-08T02:23:19.642+10:002015-04-08T02:23:19.642+10:00Bella dear! Ah, you worry me so. I was going to se...Bella dear! Ah, you worry me so. I was going to send you an email, but I didn't want to stress you out >.< I just get concerned when you don't post, since you are usually so punctual at doing so. (I'm not mad or anything and I don't want to pressure you, though.)<br />Oh dear. It must be horrible for you to suffer through the plumbing work. You're really brave to do this. <br />And I'm happy to hear that your health is better - I mean, you didn't throw up, so that definitely is better health right?<br />Hey, we all get negative sometimes. It takes time to figure out things, and sometimes we just don't want to figure this out at all. Take your time. I really, really hope that you feel better. <br />We'll always be here, Bella. Take care of yourself, sweetie.<br /><br />Love,<br />Christieformerly known as christiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04318468374702836234noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-78102840592037262312015-04-08T00:06:50.560+10:002015-04-08T00:06:50.560+10:00Sending hugs and hugs and more hugs. That is so aw...Sending hugs and hugs and more hugs. That is so awful. I also hate having people in the house, but luckily Mark doesn't like it either so it doesn't happen very often. I've been using the magic cleaning apron a bunch lately and I'm ACTUALLY making some headway! Hooray. Thanks to you for sewing magic into the seams. Love you mucho mucho. xolilulakhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07590025569327233215noreply@blogger.com