tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post8985521351664769501..comments2024-02-06T14:09:50.207+11:00Comments on .:Too Much, Not Enough:.: Paralyzed with AnxietyBellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-66852164003469580632015-07-24T14:12:16.444+10:002015-07-24T14:12:16.444+10:00"I just knew from reading the title that this..."I just knew from reading the title that this was not going to be a good post." <br /><br />whilst i was strolling down, i caught Lolita's statement there and i, too, knew it was not going to be a good post. i delayed writing until i was in a slightly better head space, love. i didn't want to say anything that might potentially be triggering to you or harm you in any way. i fully embrace the "better safe than sorry" thought process.<br /><br />"As we all know, proven by the last batch of handiwork we needed done, I do not cope well at all with having people in the house." when i read that there were people in the house, i genuinely felt my heart stop. in all honesty. dear God.<br /><br />aw, kitten. sorry about the supposed sounding sleep disturbances. honestly, if i woke up at 3:45am freezing my butt off, i'd be angry as bloody hell for the rest of the day (!). add this on with the anxiety, i couldn't imagine that being a good combination. you must be completely and utterly exhausted. and i do say this a lot but it does sound absolutely exhausting. anxiety is exhausting. being on edge in the wee hours of the morning doesn't seem to be everyone's (or anyone's) cup of tea for a reason.<br /><br />honestly, having anyone come to do any form of work around the house is normally terrible for me without actually having any added issues. having fresh memories of camping inside the sister's house and having a disturbed eat/sleep cycle due to people coming around the house from early morn and not leaving until late at night (and i don't have issues with people around the house as much as i don't like being able to move around my own bloody house - confined into that bloody tight space. i hate hate tight spaces. it's heinous!) makes me realise that it could be very bad very quick. and i don't even really have a general problem with it. and it could be exhausting for me.<br /><br />so for you? ... i can only imagine. <br /><br />you're in my thoughts, love. as always.<br /><br />by the way, it's alright. it's going to be just fine, love. a lot of the work is done with those forms and soon, they'll be out of your hair and you won't have to think about them. hopefully, it'll be relieving to just get them out of the way for now. <br /><br />"Sorry for being so negative all the time lately." darling, i have never once thought of you as negative. you are just telling it how it is. i really do mean it. if i spent the next 10 years writing about how much i hate people, you wouldn't think of me as negative either. i think that it's unfair that life is throwing you all this bollocks and consistently hope that something good happens to you because you deserve good things.<br /><br />i'm proud of you. i cannot wait to hear about this outing and see the nice hair/nails.<br /><br /><br /><br />-Sam Lupin<br />PS. black nails? Sam Lupinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12704442793403106405noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-1544439151426124602015-07-24T08:51:48.392+10:002015-07-24T08:51:48.392+10:00I feel like I am sitting in the same room as you. ...I feel like I am sitting in the same room as you. I love listening to you speak.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-8896033775359722912015-07-24T01:58:37.391+10:002015-07-24T01:58:37.391+10:00/are they gone now?/are they gone now?lilulakhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07590025569327233215noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-70129898724626150502015-07-22T06:52:08.876+10:002015-07-22T06:52:08.876+10:00Love you loads and loads. *wraps you up in a cozy ...Love you loads and loads. *wraps you up in a cozy sweater and makes the stress disappear*lilulakhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07590025569327233215noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-14239950457924053622015-07-21T22:46:22.072+10:002015-07-21T22:46:22.072+10:00Tradies again?
Any more bearded cute ones?
No seri...Tradies again?<br />Any more bearded cute ones?<br />No seriously glad you're hanging in there and the forms are going to get done. Stupid Centrelink, they always punish the wrong people!!<br />you're such an early bird. I wish I was...maybe not as early as you though. ...<br /><br />xoxo shelby <br />Pacific diamondhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16488603490542472873noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-20267651826980433502015-07-21T08:24:08.158+10:002015-07-21T08:24:08.158+10:00I just knew from reading the title that this was n...I just knew from reading the title that this was not going to be a good post.<br />I'm sorry you had more disruptions at home with strangers. Especially with both rooms being out of order. I can't imagine how much of a nightmare this is for you!<br /><br />Wow, I think you had typical UK cold temperatures there! <br /><br />That's progress, I mean, getting the GP to do her half and then not looking at them. I don't blame you for not wanting to look at yours. Hopefully filling them in won't be as difficult as you may think. Although I'm sorry you had another breakdown. <3<br /><br />I'm glad to hear you dyed your hair and are going to do your nails. Your hair always looks even more beautiful after dying it; and you should feel better too. It's even better that you are aiming to get out this week :) <br /><br />Love you <3 xxxLolitahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16562544481375725023noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-56648573044729412982015-07-21T04:37:38.588+10:002015-07-21T04:37:38.588+10:00Don't apologise for being negative, you're...Don't apologise for being negative, you're not really being negative, you're just updating us on things that are going on, reaching out to us I guess. <br /><br />I can completely relate to hating people in the house, especially strangers. I hide myself away in my bedroom, door closed until they have been and gone, so I think I understand what you are going through in your own home at the moment, and I have an idea of how impossibly hard it is for you. Just keep going until the work is done. You'll be ok, I have every faith in you because you are so unbelievably strong, even if you don't think you are, you really are.<br /><br />Thinking of you so much, and enjoy painting your nails after dying your hair! You'll be looking gorgeous as ever! Take care lovely xxxxAngharad https://www.blogger.com/profile/03276065419684298280noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-56975005348382341072015-07-21T03:25:52.052+10:002015-07-21T03:25:52.052+10:00I wish I could help you with your stress, I do med...I wish I could help you with your stress, I do medical forms here at work every day and I know how overwhelming they can be. I would do them for ya if I could.<br /><br />Hopefully the tradies can finish quickly.<br /><br />What color are you doing your nails? Red perhaps? Its just my fav color ;)<br /><br />You are a star and I know you can get through this, if online chatting is your thing feel free to catch me anytime on FB or shoot me an email. <br /><br />You are such a doll to leave comments on my blog, it means so much and I would love to help you out in return. <br /><br />Much bacon smothered love<br />EllielARDASShttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14972363417911777260noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5606734429657625929.post-21280031007190336542015-07-20T18:18:51.979+10:002015-07-20T18:18:51.979+10:00It's tough I know Bells
Any disruption to our ...It's tough I know Bells<br />Any disruption to our routine is tough<br />And having strangers in the house is really difficult<br />I am delighted to read that you dyed your hair and are going to paint your nails<br />I firmly believe it's the little things that keep us going <br /><br />You are a brave soldier Bells<br />I know every day is a struggle<br />And you handle it all admirably <br /><br />Am away for a couple of days<br />But will email you when I get back<br />Hope the work men aren't in for too long <br />In the mean time try to keep yourself feeling as safe as possible<br />Not easy I know<br /><br />Take care sweet one xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.com