I have 96 hours to go until I weigh myself - ahhhhhh! I did some measurements last night and they were good, though my waist is a little puffy this morning :( I'm so paranoid about having gained weight. Someone, please, keep me sane! I know I am only responsible for my own actions, and if I gain, it's my fault. But I can't see that number go up. The next four days, I'll hopefully drop a little water weight at least. I need to make this weigh in. Three months without scales is too long for anyone. I kinda want to bring it forward to Tuesday, but I know it's just me being weak.
Oh God, I'm freaking out.
I want to throw my fat fucking guts up.
*cries in a ball*