Mirror vs Scales

The scales make me feel like a fat, worthless, disgusting, weak piece of shit. The mirror, surprisingly, does not.

This is why I stopped weighing myself. I was happy with my weight when I didn't know what it was :-/

Had my first apple just before, after putting it off for hours. Gonna keep trying to get some form of food going in, and hope I don't end up cracking and overeating. I need to be 47.0 tomorrow so I can eat enough to being my glucose levels & stores back up. That's pathetic as it is - only 1kg in a week :(

Gonna go back to moping on the couch now.

xxBella